feel so guilty have ignor my bog for over a month.. goodness~~ time to start writting again.... haven been to work everyday. tt y time pass so fast. coming to 3mths in the company liao... but shd i stay or go? haiz... i like the workinhrs. its great~but the pay sucks! like peanuts. cannot imagine hw to survive there?

is this what i will be for the next 5yrs? am already 22yrs old. will i be gettin the same pay check hm everyear? haiz.... so confusing n fustration! what to be? where to work? but this industry is like tt!

shd i jus dun bother about GH? n start moving on find a better after my these 3 mths? shd i go over to tt place? but i will have to gif up my precious weekends? is it worth it? i hate going to work n see they being able to slp. work when they r nt working. haizzzz :(

i know alot of ppl tell me jus go dun bother. but i feel so irresponsible for jus leaving! but like so what do they think for you ? haizz i also know i shd leave. its time to start moving on!

i so miss the gd old days.. hangin out having fun! i miss all of my frenz.... haizzz but all also busy wif work! but we shall meet up soon~tts a for sure!

back to reality.. tml is work again~sian i dun have the motivation to go to work. is everyone like tt? or ppl jus luv their job what they do? seem so diff for me... but i jus dun have the urge like yahooo work again... not at all.... haizzzz

yesterday have fun!!! went to cheche fren zhenzi place for BBq and waha guitar heros! we started a band! hahahaha fun is fun! jus luv it. dun have to worry abt anything!

alright.... shall end here... promise will update more often~