todae i was so late for sch again... as i got up still but was too tired and went back to my beauty slp. forgot to put alarm clock also... haha end up missed 1hr of grace lesson. dan went for cynthia wan. meet yee at tiong as usual we took cabbie to sch again!!! waste money! haha nvm tml get pay le. yeahhhh~~~ haha...

sch was as normal grace lesson so boring... haha... as usal do typin!! dan sch ended at 2= went to clementi to get our contacts... haha $8 for a pair onli dan cheap lor. so onli me fang yee and elyn bought it hahaha.. dan was so late le.. but can reach work on time.

dan van msg me sae wanna meet dan k lor sae share cab fare back. dan from clementi took cab. kinda pissed off lor. i already rushin for time dan she sae wrong destination so fed up. she sae meet at commonwealth dan she herself was at queensway lor. so fed up. she angry like as if i not like tt! dan like wad ever la. went to work dan haha stock came as usal. but jenny also helped to keep it haha...

dan after awhile she left onli me and sha left! haha... its alright.. we did closing haha... dan like ya be4 we left the shop she gave me like a mini surprize haha... gave me a bdae card and cheesecake my favourite. and its like homemade cheesecake... haha yummy and jk did it!!! haha thanks so much~~~ luv u guys!!! haha

just uploaded some photos from my phone and its photo sessions now!!!! haha


thanks so much sha!!!!
my yummy cheesecake.... can't wait to eat it...
will wait till my actual bdae!!!! hahaha :p

ting wif her cupboard fan coverin her face!!!
did this for akashah for his farewell like 2wk back

haha!!!! can't wait for for tml!!! its my bdae!!! past 12mn le... lol!!! its da jie bdae~~~~ happy 28th birthday to you!!! hahahaha wishin u all the best get well soon ya.. so sick how can on ur bdae some more haha~~~~ haf fun celebratin~~ tata~~

yesterdae was workin wif ting at work so sad we 2 closer onli. haha.. shop was so hot yesterdae.. dunno why also... sales was not bad haha... dan we make our own fan by cuttin our the ctn that we haf lol... too hot liao ma so cannot tahan.lol dan i drew some funnie thing on like which don look like spongebob and patick star lol.. haha i even had my own oath on it. lol kinda stupid .. it goes something like this...

Its the curse of the famous amos. it's now or never. we have to break it. and i forgot wad else i wrote its was kinda funnie. keep laughin. sounds veri drama lor. lol bought muffin home yesterdae haha dunno y suddenly just feel like eatin it... lol

did nth much but watch tv... hahaha... and went to slp amazin tt i manage to got up early todae and don feel tired at all lol...

haizzz..... todae is a sat!!! finally the weekend is here.. i should be feeling happy as it my off day finally been working through out the whole week manz but i dunno y i just so sian no mood. so boring at home nth to do also. van is out che and garry went to sentosa le... tml dan be back. and i am stuck at hm wif the 2 dogs. too bad they cannot be let go cause yi chit po and yi po and check check eng is over at our place. haiz... suddenly feel like so old wif all the senior citizen at homes.

dunno wad to do also... did finish my thing le.can gif grace see when i am free haha... later haf to bring the 2 doggie so out walk... siannnzzz.... wad to do through the whole night kinda bored stayin at home. spore so borin no where to go and enjoy....

wad to do tml i also dunno.. no planz at all.. dun even know if cheche they all comin back early anot. haiz but gotta bring terry to the vet cause his leg so Salween dunno wads wrong wif it also. cause he so careless fall into the drain. haha.. 1st time i hear sia.

sian so fast next week is my bdae and it on a thursday like wad the hell.. the dae which i hate the most cause i end so freakin late lor. sian. end sch at 5 pm lei haizz.. next week also like no life so busy. goodness where can i find time manz... here its goes for the week...haiz
- Mon go to sch dan work
- tue also go to sch and work.
- wed its sch and out wif fren for bdae celebration i guess??? haha
- thurs its my bdae.. sch and think mummy wanna got o church! super sian my bdae lei. haix
- fri is sch and work again...
- sat is amos chalet.... fun time
- and like sun is work again.... haizzzzz
make me so sian feel like there not enough time for rest or fun wif my galz... haizzz..... bored...

was looking around for psp haha... feel like gettin one but all like 280 lei i see... i still think there are abit cheaper one.. haha... although the price has drop but like ya... haha cannot wait manz... wahahaha wanna go find where got.. maybe should drop by amk jubilee there or tam or woodlands haha.. shall go check it out real soon!! pay is comin hahaha :P

can go shoppin liao le...

haha few days since i last blog. lol dunno where i last stop also. lets see... hmm sch started on mon as usual monday blues... boring dae in sch nth much had happen but htings goes as usal lor~~

workin through out this week durin the weekend. heng heng i weekend lor.~!!!yeah!! cannot wait for tt.. half of the week is gone. yeah~~~ had to do some stuip msg lolly order at work. send back todae and was like rejected lor. like WTF lor. ass~~ had to re-do the whole thing. so sian~!!! tired liao still need to re-do it. sian~~~

tml back to sch again!! haha its photo takin tml for graduating classes!!! haha.. cannot imagine manz so fast time just fly like tt!! goodness.... wad next for me manz!!! time will only tell i guess... kinda tired manz... gotta slp early todae or else i sure cannot get up tml again~ haha....

finally its the weekend.... yesterdse was akashah last dae of work... :) and i forgot to wish juli her bdae on thur!!! sry gal~~~ happy belated bdae to you.:) hehehe yeah... am off todae finally haha and tml too!!!! yahooooO~~~~~

lol got up early in the morning by mother.... cause they wan go fetch yipo and go to yichikpo house visit her....wif neighbour. dan like ya went wif them..follow them go lor haha..reach hm about 1+ almost 2 dan go car ride wif papa and mummy to pump petrol. affter tt on our way home we went threadin haha.... finally bring mummyy to the place....lol

todae is a big dae for grace bro ...haha its his wedding nite todae... haha congrats and well wishes to u guys. haf to be at the place by 7pm cause to be seated there.. but thinkin tt chinese dinner sure to be late wan... haha so excited... cannot wait... lol... pocket got hole le cause need to bao angbao... haha....yeahh.. but its k meetin per around 6 like tt dan cabbie down to place...

haha pic to be updated later..hehehe :)

ya.. here i am again.. reached home yesterdae almost 11+nearly 12 i think haha... the wedding dinenr k lor.. but the food is i just dunno how to eat lol.. to bad for me :) dinner started late as usual.. dan took some pic onli... hahaha chit chat wif per dan grace like so busy but still she came to tok to us haha!!! Congrats to kenny and elain ~!!! haha

todae was late for sch... 1st lesson wan cynthia wan. sian ... was tokin again about our project. my grp decided to do on breast cancer. we waNted to do on stop animal abuse but than got oher group do liao. so too bad cannot and we shall just stick to breast cancer. :) didn had sw todae.. so we went out to haf our lunch at IMM.. so long didn go there.. haha.... had pepper lunch... dan we went back to sch again for lesson after our 2hr break. dan after tt as usual i went to work.

todae workin closin wif bryan and jiaxin.new staff.. haha ok lor kindda abit bored dan i keep interview jiaxin ask her questions haha... too bored la nth to do. haha dan saw van hehe ask her to wait for me dan can go hm together, yeah!!! meanz cabbie to go hm... :P dan awhile more reach hm bath and change met grace to lend her max tuxedo for bobby. cause cannot find any tux. but too big for him lei so gotta pin the side.... but think he will still look cute on it. :P

took somw photo of terry... wif his injured leg.. haizzz... sian manz..dunno y blogger cannot upLoad the photos, nvm.... shall try tml to upload them. took photo of terry injured leg. so kelian fall inside drain dan leg got cut. van help to bandage it. looks so cute. but think must be painful on him. poor terry...

yeahhh... tml start sch at 1 but meetin yee at 1pm 1st to go marina to collect my pants. hehe still heart ach lei 60 bucks.. but nvm la its okie cause it looks nice. . . . feelin sleepy lei but just cannot slp dunno y!!! shall end of here.. tml also workin after sch. haiz..... no life manz work and sch everyday. cannot wait for weekend!!! :)

todae is the 1st dae of sch and like as usual me was late. Never early. but i got up early leh dunno why i still late haha... meet yee and fang at tiong cause they wan take cabbbie to sch.. haha 3 ppl share cheaper lor. ya we reach sch late but dan waha. the teacher also not yet arrive at all.. we went to this class room like was super suana inside lor. so dam freakin hot cannot tahan man. dan receive our new timetable. so sian lor i still prefere last term wan although start early but end early . sian manz

This term wan is realli no LIFE at all. Boring ........ mon to wed everydae same lesson and same timing lor. 9am to 3 Pm. Freakin long Thur is even worse lor. sian start so late 1pm end so late 5pm. haiz... but the gd thing is tt fridae is a off dae for us no school at all. yeah!! super happie. but sian lei.... no more long workin hours for me durin the weekdaes :( haizzzzz..... no more long hours.... byebye.... dan afternoon lesson was super borin lor. dan suddenly heavy rain. Sian until clementi flood again. Shag~~~ dan heng heng agatha got umbrella shelter me to bus stop so sweet of her :) Thanks so much manz if not i think i super wet liao... lol dan took bus 1st didn wait for jiayee and the rest cause they takin bus to town. me took train.

Met my dajie at Raffles city dan ate at some place at the market place. sells go duck.. lol but abit ex lor... both of us 50+lei more ex dan my new york lor. lol but dan we ordered 4 dishes.. haha... ya dan after tt walk to MQ again...went to attitude cause she wan go see see ma. in the end she also landed up buyin 2 tops from there. lol walk around awhile mroe and went to anderson for some dessert. lol dan besides us got this 2 guys buy FA cookies eat wif their ice cream so funnie.. lol dan after awhile more cabbie time... cost me like 11+ so ex lor. haha... think next few days cannot anyhow spend $$ liao!! must budget abit.

haha... yeah tml got no sch... cause of ITE...they had won the ibm innovation award from havard uni... so there no sch tml.. yeah!!! so i am workin!!! must work abit more days to pay for my beauty world concert tix.. cannot wait for tt too 12jan!!! counting down~~ haha...

goodness... got up like early in the mornin just to go to amk hub wif my parents and van togo to euyuan sang ah~~ haha dunno they got wad promo on their stuff... and my papa can go and buy but also gd la... help him improve his body system.lol cost so ex lor. 400+ i think dunno also... haha gif me the $$ i go buy a gucci or LV wallet lor..haha.... after tt had early breakfast cum lunch at the food court.ate homemade noodles. so yummy~~ had wanted to eat tt for sometime le. but dun wan eat cp wan cause they always haf "extra" ingredients inside wan. haha... so no way manz!!!

reach hm aboout 12+ so decided to slp 1st cause start work 2.30ma... lol dan like i so confident... haha i reach work open my locker and found out tt i didn bring my uniform to work! lol dam it!!tt dae forgot bring uniform hm. todae is foget bring to work! silly me lor. call ting up broke up her beauty slp and ask her bring an extra uniform 4 me. haha..dan i search the locker found an extra old uniform dan i just take and use.hahha msg ting so she don haf to bring formne.lol
todae work pass so fast the time.in no time it was like closin liao. so fast lor. hope so tml also like tt manz. dan gd liao:p

so heng after closin went to the bus stop and the bus just come..so no need to wait for bus.. i hate waitin for bus....sometimesjust so long..dan so sian. haha watchin LOTR part 3 now... so funnie the show... haha think i shall end here... another long dae tml... tata ~

wahaha~~~ todae is shopping day!!!

got up in the morning by my dajie msg... suppose to work todae but took off cause acc wanted to follow mummie and papa for his checkup. but they saae don follow them. haiz dun wan argue wif them also so i just did follow. not to waste my off dae... i suppose to meet my dajie go shoppin in the end didn meet up wif her also cause after her work sae follow her and her collegue 4 lunch at dunno where the place la she sae near her work place. in the end van not meetin her fren le so ask her follow us. so told cheche tt we meet her after her lunch dan go shop la. she sae she meetin garry 4 dinner dan think like so rushin dan decided not to meet her so end up onli me and van go shoppin!! :( too bad she didnh follow us.. nvm still got next wk to go.

yup. last start by me and van decided to take cab to bugis.. haha shop around and went to marina square again. llol went to the attitude shop tt yanling intro. not bad the shop but more to workin kind of clothes more kind of formal wear. spent at tt shop alot.. buy a top and a bottom from there which cost me like so so ex... almost 100+ manz.. haha but ya manage to get their VIP card can get 10% off items and 20% on bdae month.lol next month can pop by there again.lol after all the shoppin tt left us so broke we took public transport back and bus from sengkang.haha amazin too see ah ting at bus stop while waitin for bus. haha ya chit chat 4awhile and laugh here and there.. and like oh ya tasha i know about the calamari khoo thing!! haha i was laughin while ting tellin me... lol cartoon sia no wander i keep sneezin todae!!! talk behind my back:P lol

haha... got home and show mummie wad we bought... really spent so much todae!!! goodness.... think i cannot go shoppin the next few days must leave my nets at home~!!! haha

kindA tired.. whole day walkin and pocket one big whole...haha gointo my beauty sleep cause tml need to get up early papa wan to go to amk hub to buy dunno wad ginseng thing.. lol tata shall end off here :)

wad a tired dae todae manz. i couldn't get up .. just felt so tired and back achin. haizz drag myself from bed and had a bath dan went to work. but dan be4 i go to work need to go to cp 1st to take my uniform cause i so 4getful to bring it hm. lol dan like ya slept on the way to work in the train.. dunno y i just feel so so sleepy todae... reach oub le juli not there scared me onli i tot i work wif the peicee.. dunno wads her name lol... in the end i came early so like ya awhile later juli came haha.. todae there soso lor.. did lot sof droppin as usual... dan dunno wad to eat for break just bought 2 curry puff haha.. sian ah... haiz.... after closin at shop went back hm.. took train to outram and change to nel haha... overslept my stop at hougang so stop at Sk and took cabbie hm lol waste $$ again.. but it cost me 3 bucks instead of waitin for the dam bus so long lol... haha reach hm bath le had my dinner... haha ate western food todae.. but not tt nice lei find it is so salty so jus ate the smashed potato and nuggets... haizzz there is no show to watch now man. bored ......haizzz tml pP goin for his check up mummie also followin.. but dun let me go. haiz. hope tt results turn out ot be gd!! kinda scary for myself.. pass few dae took sugar level test and my is so freakin low lor. 1st dae lor3.45 dan yesterdae was 2.1.. gettin lower.. dunno wads wrong also lol. later wanna check see wads is it. tml i am off.. yeah... meetin cheche after her work go shoppin... gotta find for clothes for grace bro weddin... dunno wad to wear also. haha.. tml shall go shoppin...!!!! yeah~~~ shall do my usqueeze....

todae its a wed~!! goodness the week is just gonna pass so dam fast. looks like its goin to be a heavy heavy rain todae~!! now they sky alreadie soso dark. sian. y must rain. haizzz.. rottin at hm todae. No where to go plus so sian also. i think i jus goin back to my beauty slp later. dunno if still meetin yee anot...cause she sae maybe cumin ot hougang. so lets see hw ba. haha :p

tml i workin at OUB centre again. and like oh ya shit! i forgot to bring hm my uniform lor. dam it need to go to compass to take!! sianz~~~ but ya haha we close at 8pm so its better can go hm earlier too. :) kinda sian man of workin... but dan no work no $$ hw sia? haixxx sch is startin soon i not yet enjoy my holidays yet lor. sad.. :( wonder wads our new timetable will be... haha cause we only takin 2 module. so hope so will be early release!!! lol shall end off here.. cause its startin to rain and TIME TO SLP~ hahaha

wahaha .... it'sbeen such a busy busy week haha... and the day just pass so fast!!! wow... haha 7Oct-Happi birthday Mummie...
wad a day yesterdae... its was like a sun mornin and as usual we had to go to church cause so long liao we didn go dan mummie keep makin noise so we all went lor.. so sleepy for.. and waha i slept durin mass lol :P dan after mass came home and we like had bread for lunch~!!! by the time we came cheche and garry reach hougang liao. so they send toby over for his groomin at sum where in east coast. so fast 1+lei dan we where tokin about the biscuit durin lunch dan i said compass got at cold sotrage.so decided tog o there but no car dan like haha too bad.. so i wanted to call Fa ask sumone help me get.in the end the house phone range and i actually answered Famous Aaaa.. dan i hello... lol so funnie cannot believe i said that.. was laughin out my lungs.. and cheche like called lor.. and was laughin at me.. so paiseh.. and liek waha she read my mind... ask if we wanted to go compass cause they 2 not yet makan. haha so when they reach they called us and we set off to CP. walk around there for awhile.. haha dan went to cold sotrage bought sum biscuit and waha we went to the US bakery.. cheche bought sum muffins for the 2 doggie... lol... pic are available.. view it ath the end of post... haha.. by the time we went hm was like so late .cause after compass we went to pick toby up and collected mummy bdae cake. reach hm almost 5+ i think kinda lose track of the time. me and cheche wanted to check the tic for beauty world in the end haha we all decided to book it haha cannot wait manz...12jan wahahaha.. 90bucks manz.. gotta save $$ liao.. lol dan we had dinner and cut mummie bdae cake around... so wierd the taste but ok la. healthy eatin.. it carrot lor.. wanna faint... lol and had a early nite yesterdae haha 12+ sleep le thinki too tired liao...

todae~!!! wahahaha 8oct haha got up from my beauty slp early in the mornin lor. cause of van i thiknk she purposly on the light just to wake me up. idiotlor...haha dan went back to slp cause i still so sleepy and woke up around 11 haha... went down play wif terry... haha and and like ya.. papa gave me a shock lor.. he wanted to go toilet and vomit dan he could not contol himself so he puke. but to add things worse he slip on his vomit and fell down.. and quickly help him up and he go toilet still vomit and alot of flam. see also i got ashock. went up to get him a new set of clothes.. his vomit was so smelly ... like the baby vomit tt kind of smell. cause think he drank milk in the morning. after everything was done he ate his lunch.. at least he got eat lor.. and after everything i went to bath and get ready... goin to meet jiayee and sam todae... haha... reach the place early.. but heng sam was there earlier dan me lol.. went to shop around lots of places todae.. lol went to raffles city while waitin for jiayee... dan went to marina sq.. haha we had sakae sushi for lunch.. waha.... so long since we ate tt.. our all time fav... dan went to DP look around.. tried afew tops but dan soso la.. still on my list of consideration. but dan.. dunno lei.. too mani to choose from saw afew nice t-shirt too.. haha.. dan wak around there yee went to buy bee present dan we went dw to cuppage to pass bee her things.. dan we decided to go dw to bugis after tt.. haha.. walk to centre point and waha i saw juli and weili... dan we took 7 dw to bugis.. walk around went to find fang fang.. haha cause she workin dan claudia also workin... haha dan before we left we saw stella haha.. chit chat also.. dan we went to junction.. went ot AnBc the shop saw a few nice 08and09 schedule.. didn buy them cause i wanted to go kino and see..lol after walkin there.. we went o hougang mall.. cause yee wanted to go see her joel.. he workin at there todae.. like so ya we went there... walk around there till he end wk.. dan me and sam left waile they go seat dw.. by the time i reach hm think got 9+ya... haha bath and change.. and here i am bloggin and chit chattin... later wan to try use the Usqueeze. haha todae the thing arrived.. van usin now. later is my turn~!!! haha goin to take off to my destination soon... lol here are the pic haha....

haiz.... todae already early early in the mornin my beauty slp was broken.wad else.... my grandfather la. haiz... morning liao he bath le cannot walk dan nurul cannot carry him.she so small size where got strength.. dan he seatin on the toilet floor cannot get up. haiz.. dan keep shouting.. alamaka.. papa wake me help to help him get up... he not even usin his dam strength lor. so fed up wif him just gif up so easily and expect ppl like to carry u. U think u very light ah. so heavy lor. at least try la.never even put in a effort lor. papa also try so hard we all also but still cannot make it. in the end papa also pantin.he already not well + this make him more worse. haiz.... in the end manage to put him in a seatin position on a stool. after all the strugglin i went down to bring up his wheel chair so that from the toilet can wheel him to the room. dunno how manz in future. Nurul sure cannot take it lor.. dunno hw she goona change and bath him in future.... at the rate he is going. haizzz...i not surprized if 1dae she loose her patience wif him. alittle bit of things keep callin for no reason. gif me i also angry lor. after tt i went down le had lunch ate fried rice. dan pap eat noodle suppose o cook mee goreng 4 him but was too tired hahaha sorrie.. tml dan help u do. and i was like just relaise tt he goin back to work on 15oct lor. gd also la. so he can rest more although i dunno wad his real sickness is. Until now mummy don wan sae. haizzz sad sia... nvm.. dan papa ask me help him buy 4d dan food for his fishes and pear for him to eat.. so went to green to get all the stuff before i went to work. haix.....so hot todae sum more... dan at work lei... another shocking news from tasha. dunno i should sae out anot. but dan i think better not la. haiz.... hope tt she can go through it. wish her all the best dun make her so worry so much also. everything should be fine i guess... dan lei she went back le i so suai lor. dam it... the stupid pos machine printer cannot print out things lor.dan cash register cannot open. need use the dam key... also dunno wad to do dan i call everyone but all also dunoo. dan wait for mr roslee to cum dw but dan he also dunno how to do. dan had to call jessline ask her hw..dan she ask me call the DTS guy. tok to him can vomit blood.tell him wads wrong already must still keep repeatin. fedup onli... tok until my ear so hot.. dan tok until he sae the guy will be commin down to check wads wrong wif it. but dan we waited the guy came about 8+ do and do and do but still cannot until i wan close shop also cannot. dam it. in the end is printer spoil dan he sae to ask jesslin to bring down the printer and try usin it see can anot. dan had to cll her cannot get her... aiyooo... headach sia... dan while all this happenin so mani customer dan still need write on on piece of paper dan i thnk got some they 4got to write dan my closin all not the same. sia la.... worse still my shop phone also cannot use spoil. dunno why. dan the nets cannot use. dan the thing cannot do settlement at all. Fuck man... all happenin at the same time.aiyoo..... dan my cash not the same , so mani void receipt tryin to make the amount the same but still cannot.. in the end i just left sum access money in cash register.. wan to do 5 and 6 also cannot... communication mode also cannot. haiz.. high time for them to change the dam old machine la. makin so much trouble for us only... haiz... headach sia... 1st time in history this happen to me i so kanjiong and worried lor...... haha.... so sorry guys todae let u all go home super late..11+ lor.. break record man. until the door all close need to take the fireman lift up. so dam sorrie.. keep callin tasha askin how to do this and that. interrupt u all onli. when u need to tell him important thing.lol haiz... so freakin tired lor whole dae.. dan go home faster go bath so hot lor... dan i keep complainin to my mother... haha... dan tml van is comin home yeah.... got ppl to disturb liao lo...lol anyway sorry guys tml i not meetin u all... so many things happenin at home so i can't go meet u all. u guys enjoy! i think i shall end off here. so tired man 1 whole dae like tt i wann slp liao le...

waha... todae got up extra early to check my freaking results but dan. sian liao lor when i see it cause i got Not a single A at all. Got all B for Pom Oa and Even ETP. Expected that to get at least an A lor. but dan haiz... spoil my mood todae onli... haizzz... went back to slp after tt haha.. such a pig i am. woke up again at 10.50am just to get ready and to go to work again. Started work at 12.30todae.. did nth much drop NNCC and did some lolly haha... borin sales todae also not tt gd. but beta than nth la. tired the claypot food stall and level 4 not bad but the serving alot. cannot finish man. and also rather ex. waha.. these few days like no life at all... work home work home. nth else but that 2. change my blos skin again todae. haha too this one from JIayee... cause i luv it. lol so kind of her to teach me how to edit it. still figuring out here and there.. must change tagboard also. this is her wan.. haha borrow it for awhile .. lol thanks manz. but still slow at doing it. but Nvm i will improve on it. hehe :P practise makes perfect. haha. so fast cumin to the end of the wk. but there are good news too... grandpa is okie his results of the scan is clear nth wrong wif him can be discharge soon. within a day or 2 i think. and mummy birthday is comin too.. thats so fast and like ya we still have like not got her anything. haha.. must do some last min shopping. been a long time since i went shoppin.... hahaha... goodness its like 1.41am already tt fast... my engine gettin slower already think i gotta slp soo...

haha todae got up just in time to go to work. haha.. got up around 9.30am made it to work on time. Did dropping and was tokin to sha about wad happen yesterdae. but just have to face the fact. I think i shall just keep quite and dun ask anymore. LIke wad cheche said. when its time they will tell us. but on the other hand kinda pissed off also. Its also a matter of time that we will know what. Its just sooner or later. haizzz dun think so much la. just hope that the 2 man will get better faster. Time realli pass so fast. its Oct and this weekend is mummy bdaae~~ soon will be cheche at the end of the month. and than waha it will be MINE!!! hahaz kinda scared now... cause tml gettin our results le so fast right. Dunno can get into poly anot. so scared.. haiz what if cannot lei?? i seriously dunno lei... what i want to be in the future. At first wanted to haf my own shop.. but than i think i can wait long long... dream more but tt will never every happen. haiz so sad.. tt dae we were just casually tokin than cheche said be teacher? but tt has never came across my mind before lei. she sae can go to NIE or take the play school child care teacher the montesorri? dunno how to spell it haha... haiz.. tml wokin again.. so fast 1day just pass like tt.. tml working again so afst + tml work 12.30 lor.. but nvm la earn $$$ haha.... todae dinner not bad ... like it although was onli like 2 dishes? but still ok la.. haha made for terry his dinner had extra ingredients.. haha he realli loves liver manx.. and i hate it so much so smelly.. dunnow how he can eat such a thing haha.. think he realli misses van cause at time keeps goin to the door to check if van is back anot hahaha.. cartoon he.... lol after dinner bring he go out walk walk.. todae he shit twice haha... and cannot stand him he keep peein at every spot. lol think i shall end here wanna watch show liao lo... must keep fingers cross.. tml results is out!!! gd luck to everyone lol :)

haiz... i also dunno what to sae now.. i am really confused and sad. How shall i sae lei. lets starts by saein that i am off todae and i am so freakin bored that i went ot read my da jie blog. i just some how feel that i am sad and worried while i was readin it i actually cried. i dunno what happen to my dad. my mother got tell me what happen but dan i some how feels that she is keepin something from me not only that my sis noe and she also dun wan t tell me. Why isn't anyone telling me anyting. Isn't i am like old enough? i have the right to noe also what is happening around right? but the thing is that no one is telling me? WHY? whenever i think of it i only want to cry. Grandpa also warded into TTSH hope is he getting better also. He so old liao le dan need to go through all this. Both man in the famil is sick. Just hope and pray everydae thaat everything is alright.Don't let anything happen to my mama she must be so stress. haizz ..sadd.......